原来我还是会痛.....原来闭上眼我还是会看见......
以为放弃了的，却原来还是会在我的心理深处。
原以为已经离开了...原以为已经不在乎了.....原以为可以坦然的面对....
原以为可以开始....原以为可以一个人....原以为可以简单就好....
原以为，原以为，原以为......都是自己在催眠自己！ 
2010年4月14日星期三
when tat time we are stil 2gether~
gal~im sooooooo worry bout something wil happen on me again lah!donno why i hv tis feeling nw?!hope i really cant walk out from tat time lah!god bless me~
2010年4月13日星期二
stop thinking....
well,i noe hv to stop it long time ago!bt is hard 4 me......even tat it's pass bt i stil very care bout it cz i really put my heart to do it!
sometimes really don understand tat y wil happen?!cz im too believe it?o im too stupid?haiz
stil remember tat jia jun ask me wat did u feel tat when they din believe u n din any support to u?bt til nw i oso haven ans him...sorry,jun jun~til nw oni ans u at here!hope u gt c tis!
actually tat time is very suffer 4 me....totally donno wat to do!!!everyday im crying alone at room cz hv many stress n heart is painful,summore hv to act like very strong show to junior!til now,i stil feel very painful even tat we contact back.jz nw im watching back all the gathering video.....miss tat time!bt nt form 5 tat time~tat time even tat we done it bt i stil feel tat nt perfect cz somethings is diff!u noe wat i means right?!after the gathering,everyday i tell myself tat even tat i loss many things bt i stil get somethings....
NW~really hv to wake up jor!i really loss many things.....i loss my friendship!i noe i got u all at the last bt u noe tat last 4 yrs,my life is din without them 1!bt when i really need them,they are nt beside me!is killed me tat time....for me friendship is important!i cannot accept betray by friend~bt seriously,i really feel so hapi n touch cz stil gt u all beside me when i need support....THANKS!love u all so much!
sometimes really don understand tat y wil happen?!cz im too believe it?o im too stupid?haiz
stil remember tat jia jun ask me wat did u feel tat when they din believe u n din any support to u?bt til nw i oso haven ans him...sorry,jun jun~til nw oni ans u at here!hope u gt c tis!
actually tat time is very suffer 4 me....totally donno wat to do!!!everyday im crying alone at room cz hv many stress n heart is painful,summore hv to act like very strong show to junior!til now,i stil feel very painful even tat we contact back.jz nw im watching back all the gathering video.....miss tat time!bt nt form 5 tat time~tat time even tat we done it bt i stil feel tat nt perfect cz somethings is diff!u noe wat i means right?!after the gathering,everyday i tell myself tat even tat i loss many things bt i stil get somethings....
NW~really hv to wake up jor!i really loss many things.....i loss my friendship!i noe i got u all at the last bt u noe tat last 4 yrs,my life is din without them 1!bt when i really need them,they are nt beside me!is killed me tat time....for me friendship is important!i cannot accept betray by friend~bt seriously,i really feel so hapi n touch cz stil gt u all beside me when i need support....THANKS!love u all so much!
2010年4月11日星期日
1st time at here...
emm~hmm~actually i oso donno y i create tis blog......lolx^^bt is time to share my life v my fren dy.....always keep inside my heart wil goin to crazy soooon~so,don blame me if i write something it's damn lame o wat....don bit me if u don agree v me cz tis is me-THE REAL OF ME!
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