stop thinking....

well,i noe hv to stop it long time ago!bt is hard 4 me......even tat it's pass bt i stil very care bout it cz i really put my heart to do it!
sometimes really don understand tat y wil happen?!cz im too believe it?o im too stupid?haiz

stil remember tat jia jun ask me wat did u feel tat when they din believe u n din any support to u?bt til nw i oso haven ans him...sorry,jun jun~til nw oni ans u at here!hope u gt c tis!
actually tat time is very suffer 4 me....totally donno wat to do!!!everyday im crying alone at room cz hv many stress n heart is painful,summore hv to act like very strong show to junior!til now,i stil feel very painful even tat we contact back.jz nw im watching back all the gathering video.....miss tat time!bt nt form 5 tat time~tat time even tat we done it bt i stil feel tat nt perfect cz somethings is diff!u noe wat i means right?!after the gathering,everyday i tell myself tat even tat i loss many things bt i stil get somethings....
NW~really hv to wake up jor!i really loss many things.....i loss my friendship!i noe i got u all at the last bt u noe tat last 4 yrs,my life is din without them 1!bt when i really need them,they are nt beside me!is killed me tat time....for me friendship is important!i cannot accept betray by friend~bt seriously,i really feel so hapi n touch cz stil gt u all beside me when i need support....THANKS!love u all so much!